y wait?

i juz attended my great grandmother funeral recently...n history repeated itself again...juz lik wat happened at my great grandfather funeral...ppl cried lik no end on the last day...but other den tt dey look alrite to mi...at least tt is wat dey display...but i m not here to criticise abt how dey feel durin the funeral...the thing is if dey meant so muc to dem...y didnt dey visit dem more when dey were still ard...y wait until cant c le den cry...i m not sayin tt i wun end up lik dem...but b4 i do such things...i tink i m still in position to say such things...

y muz ppl wait till dey loss sth den wan to cherish it...its too late le lor...y muz we wait...dere r so mani things tt we get all frusrated waitin for...lik waitin for others,food,bus blah blah blah...but yet we can stand waitin n delay the time we cld hav used to cherish the ones we love...i m not sayin tt dey shld b 24/7 dere...but the thing is...a occasional dinner is not bad...how muc time wld it cost...even if u r sum big boss hu earns millions in sec...tt doesnt mean tt u cld b excused from showin tt bit of filial piety...i duno how often dey do it...but i tink its evident enuff to tell tt its not a lot...

y muz we wait to love? hav u guys heard the song "if tml nv comes"...he/she wld nv no how muc u loved dem...so y wait? i mean ok la...lets b reasonable...sum amt of waitin is acceptable to remove uncertainty...but dun drag n delay...

this 3 qns was asked awhile b by zhenyu to mi...i tink its relevant here...so i m bringin it b here...sum of u might hav seen dis in mt's blog...

If u r goin to leave dis world soon n u onli hav time for 1 phone call,hu wld it b?
den wat wld u say to him/her?
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finishin tinkin?den wat r u waitin for?go n tell him/her now!!!
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DI is goin malacca dis wkend...haiz...its goin to b a borin wkend...i mean ya la...sumtimes i find sun pracs borin n frustratin at times too...but i rather dis den to hav none...seriously speakin...i cld hav gone...IF i had put in more effort to make arrangements...

as muc as i wan to go n enjoy my time dere...since it is not a everyday thing tt DI goes overseas...altho so near...but at the same time...i no tt goin over dere wld mean i hav to bear wit all my tots...coz i no i wld surely hav lots of tots dere...sum may no where i m comin from...but the thing is tt over dere i dun tink i wld hav the chance to blog...n not being to blog down my tots is quite a torture for mi...it juz tears mi apart...tt is the reason y i keep draggin...until finally its too late to do anything...n all i cld do was to go down n c the last prac dey had on tue...

msg of the day:就算我有多少舍不得，我还是要骗自己担心是多余的。
虽然不能走，我还是会留。