where to look...

dis entry was inspired by sumone when we she was tellin mi abt her dialema of whether to wear her contacts a not...the agruement being tt if she wears her contact she tend to look at things further as she normally do without her contacts...n thus she wld tend to "neglect" the things next to her...but if she was not to wear her contacts...she wld b afraid of missin out things tt might b out of her vision...

well basically dis simple eg speaks for the general population...we nv no where to look at(dun xiang y y)...sum ppl tend to look far...while others prefer to look next to dem...if where we look was to b compared to datin...den ppl hu looks far wld b dose hu throw deir nets out n try to fish for the best...while the ones tt looks next to dem simply becomes grateful for the ones hu standby dem...its lik the sayin...dun bcoz of 1 tree n let down the whole forest...the first kind wld b the forest kind of ppl...while the latter will b the 1 tree kind...

in terms of survival in watever sense...b it work or studies...ppl hu looks far tend to plan ahead n do more consistant work...while dose hu looks near wld tend to do last min sprints...

in the 2 comparisons...for both kinds i wld say tt i m the look near kind...but if u asked wat wld b my ideal kind of where to look... i wld look near when datin n look far when survivin...but dis can b diff for diff ppl...its all abt perception...dere is no rite or wrong...dere r pros n cons for all the choices we make in life...mayb dey r less acceptable as the majority of the ppl feel tt ur choice is diff from deirs...
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standin at the sides of field watchin the match...as the crowd cheers the home team on...juz when the home team is abt to score...the a foul was given to the home team...the away team is given a chance to take a free kick...coach decided to sum mi in...

i hesitated n stared into the air tinkin tt mayb coach wasnt tokin to mi...but reality set in when he snapped his fingers in front of mi...i m up...its my turn...its my go at the goal...as in dragged myself into the field tinkin whether dis is a gd idea...the home team captain exchanged looks wit mi...he was determined to win...he is not goin to back down...

at tt pt i knew tt if i was juz goin to take it ez...deres no way i can win...my team is bhind by 1 goal...n dis is the decidin match...we had to win...if not its over for us...we might hav to b disbanded...the team may hav to end...as all dis tots raced thru my mind...i tot my position n await for my teammate takin the free kick to get it started...the wait seemed to b lik years...i still duno whether i m up to it...i still hav no confidence in the match...i looked ard...

n i saw coach...he rubbed his temples n started to what seemed lik a prayer...i cldnt bare to look...i no coach was worried...he cldnt bare the fact tt his team was abt to b disbanded in another few mins...dis was the onli chance for us to drag dis into over time...

juz when i was abt to turn back to focus my tots on the ball...the shiny golden cup on the grandstand caught my eye...the trainings tt my teammates n i went thru flashed thru my mind...the injuries...the jokes...the tears...we had been thru it all...n we r now here...all for one reason...

i clenched my fist n shouted "guys!lets win dis"

"Yeah!"the teams voice echoed in the stadium as if drownin the forever deafenin crowd cheers...

tt morale boost worked lik a war cry...my goal was certain...n was more determined den when i entered the field...

n we r off again as the free kick was taken n the ball flys thru the air...

"Shin!run far!i got it..."shouted Destiny...

destiny lobed the ball across the field...n i was able to catch the ball at my feet...but to find myself being marked down...i cldnt budge...

"Shin!over here...pass it to mi..."it was fate...

fate received the ball n zipped thru the field lik a streak of lightnin...but was still held up by the home team captain...deres no way he can get thru him...n dose hu were markin mi went over to deir captains aid...

"shoot!Shin!dere is no time...u hav to giv it a try..."without another word...fate crossed the ball back to mi...

i no tt if we r goin into overtime...dis will b THE ball...i had to act fast...we r down to the injury time...without tinkin...i pulled my leg back to giv it my most...n as my leg drop back down i cld feel as tho my leg was combined wit the legs of all the teammates...

"beep beep"

"Shin! we did it...it went in...it went in..."shouted the team...

i was glad...at least we got into extra time...we still hav chance to turn the tide...

i turned to look at the goal post again...n saw wat seemed lik an angel...i smiled...as i knew tt my guardian angel was ard...
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