14 April 2004

i m realli veri hurt!:'(

i acutally wanted to agree wit angie note in the previous entry one...until i got to no abt sumthing today...i feel tt i m so dam hurt lor...if dis could happen...wat will b next...i hav lose my faith in dis ppl...i cant even trust u ppl...hu can i trust den...r dere even friends out dere hu treats mi as a ture friend...but not sumone hu u shld pity by befriendin mi...
after dis i hav lose faith in almost everything...i feel lik juz endin my life...but i couldnt...its juz plain stupid...but now i doubt almost everything...i m afraid...i hav been cheated by sumone in the past b4...in terms of emotions...coz i hav too muc trust in tt person...now dis happens...i m so gullible...haiz...i m afraid to trust anyone now...u guys has shoke my confidence in life...i hope tt one day u ppl will cum to mi n convince mi tt it is all rumors onli...n not for real...
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24hr!:nhds...sori i cldnt b dere for u ppl...its ok to lose...i m sure u ppl tried ur best...haiz...sori i cant write muc...realli veri veri hurt...i can feel as doh my heart is cryin although i m not...the worst is i hav to put on a mask lor...at home n in sch...i hav to act as doh nth happen...when i m truthly hurt...if onli dere was a way to end my misery once n for all...haiz...
m?#291;  ŧħέ d?#947;:i m realli veri hurt!:'(

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