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wat is dis lor...haiz...it is bad enuff to b stab once...but twice in 2 days...wtf lor...i m gettin of sick of my bloody life oreadi...dis has got to end lor...i cant go on lik tt forever...
i realli wish i could elaborate more here...but since first i dun wan everyone to no abt it n create a fuss abt it n second not to put ppl involve in difficult positions...haiz...
dis is so hopeless...my life has been sad duno since when...i realli hate it lor...i no i m being pessimistic...but wat can i do lor...given a life lik mine...wth lor...i no dere is always a reason for watever has happened...but dis is lik too muc lor...my i fated to hav a sad n pessimistic life...my i born to suffer...izzit retribution from the previous life...if so i muz hav been a realli sinner...haiz...
day in day out i had been wishin for things to take a turn...but no...it had to remain dere...or even go further off track...i m realli startin to doubt even if it will ever turn back...haiz...
all dis is realli empty tok man...i can tok but i cannot do...i hate my life...i hate everything lor...ever since i had gone up to jc it is worse den b4 lor...i realise i had drifted apart from all my friends...ppl from nan hua or wherever...even og9 too...after the first 3 mths...things had turned sour...i dun even the last time i tok to sum of dem...dis is god dam sad lor...
i tink the onli happi thing i hav cum across recently is tt my birthday wish more or less came true...
nowadays i find myself lookin for things to occupy myself wit...wich i cant find most of the time...i feel so empty...so lonely...so hurt...so pain...so sad...
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wo hui fa zhe dai, rang huo bu guan ni, jie zhe ba ni ge yi bian.
xiang you na yi tian, ni hui huan xing zhi ji, zhi dao wo guan xing ni.
wo hui fa zhe dai, rang huo fang qi ni, jie zhe man man su yuan ni.
you xiang le yi bian, ni ke ai de lian,zai wo li kai zhi qian.
xing li de xue di, mo hu le shi xian, wo yi kuai can bu jian.

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