disappointment

sumtimes in life we exp disappointment or make others feel disappointed towards us...well i duno abt wat others tink...but i m sure dere r ppl hu r disappointed wit mi one la...duno y...sixth sense ba...but i m definitely veri disappointed wit myself wit certain things...

eg is today napfa lor...i no la...i not fit la...cant expect too muc...but den i was rather disappointed wit my weak determination...i no i hav back pain n all...tts y not tryin hard...but y cant i juz push myself juz a little more...n mayb i can get a better timin to show myself tt i can do it wit a bit of will power...

den another thing is CDC...i hav been dis to myself for quite a while...but i realli cant take it anymore liao...now got so mani proj...but members a lot not veri cooperative...but seriously i cant blame dem la...coz dey now year 2...A lvl leh...veri stress one...i oso dun wan to touch dem one...but the situation is juz too desperate liao lor...haiz...but i juz dun understand y will bad until lik tt...i guess mayb my management method is not correct ba...i duno la...mayb i m juz not cut out to b in a management post ba...i duno...i oso dun wan to tink too muc abt dis...i juz wish tt it end soon...coz i veri tired of it le...

i tink basically i my losin control of my own tinkin liao le...haiz...losin faith sum might say...haiz...i tink its coz i gettin too stress wit everything liao la...haiz...summore i lost my ji shen shang de zhi zhu...haiz...now dun hav a person to tok to abt my stuff le...but sori hor to ppl out dere...not say u all cant help mi share my stuff la...but i veri "picky" abt the person i tok to one...i mean lik ya la...i can tok to everyone abt it one ...but onli certain ppl can provide mi wit the ji shen zhi zhu i need...so i normally will find dis ppl...but now lik dun hav le...ok la...hav a few la...but sumtimes certain restrictions juz stop mi from goin to dem...haiz...
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dis topic rite...i duno wat nhds ppl tink la...but i tink can apply on u all leh...u all tink abt it la...the amount of disappointment tt u all will place on urselves n b placed on u if u all dun do well for ur syf...not givin u all extra stress la...but u all juz tink abt it urselves lor...i dun wan to say too muc le...coz i oso not in veri gd mood to do all dis pet tok...but anyway...u all take care...jia you ba...

msg of the day:disappointment is so damagin,sumtimes it destroys ur faith...


P.S: anyway regardin the navigation of dis blog...dere r "2 pg" in dis blog...basically "blog" n "navigation"..."blog" obviously will show u all the entries... n "navigation will show u all the "stuff" eg abt mi, name, age, chatterbox etc...dis 2 "links will b found at the bottom left hand corner of the entry box...whereby "blog" is on top n "navigation" is below...juz click on the one u wan to c...hav fun readin...