dun look at the surface

haha...its has being a while since i wrote sth...had been quite bz la...for dose interested to no...well erm...actually i wan to write sth the other day when i came back from kallang theatre...but coz i felt better after a nap...didnt wan to rake up the unhappi things to say again...

anyway todays entry got time to write is coz now i in sch waitin for a thank you dinner to start...so decided to cum to the com lab to write sth lor...to keep my readers updated :)... i mean lik everyone has waited for quite a while for dis entry rite...haha...esp +^.^+...rite? haha...

anyway i got one impt thing to address...coz i feel tt its rather unfair for tt person tt such things happen...well anyway its abt zhongyi la...well i duno la...but i heard tt a lot of u dun lik him liao...bcoz of wat he had said durin tt sat prac previously...well whether if its true or not...but den i guess i shld try to help him clear his name...

i duno how to say dis la...coz i guess u all might not wan to listen to dis explaination...but i still insist on sayin it la...i no wat zhongyi said on tt day was rather blunt n mayb insultin or even critisin to sum of u...but plz trust mi...wat he say is correct one...is not anyhow tok one...he noes a lot of things tt u guys dun or even the rest of the younger lao jiaos...plz try to b more understandin of our "job" here...wat we do is to help u all one...so if we take things the wrong approach...plz forgive us...as we r humans n do make mistakes...n its at times lik dis we need ur feedback to let us no tt u guys dun lik dis approach...lik tt den we can improve together...its a 2-way thing...for a common goal...n tt is for the benefit for nhds...

i cant realli fully explain everything here...coz i duno wat is ur impression of him now la...but den if u wan...u can cum n look for mi n find out the truth...i m sure all of u r not such lousy ppl...hu lik to mark ppl for deir mistakes...zhongyi spend his time here to try to help u ppl...makin sacrifices...even sacrifices lik causin his newly built up image...juz in exhange for u all to wake up...but in the end...mani r still aslp...worse still he got in return was hatred...dis is so unfair to him...plz dun c mi wrong...i m here helpin clear his name not bcoz i m his buddy...its bcoz i dun wan u ppl to b the sinners by blamin him for the wrong reasons...so plz if u all got any barriers built up against him...plz allow mi to try to remove dis barrier...for things r not as it is tt u c on the surface...n if u hav understood my pt...i wld b more den delighted if u enlighten ur friends as well...10z in advance...

i no dis is rather long...but plz understand sumtimes we hav our restrictions...i juz hope tt all our efforts r not in vain...jia you nhds...all the best...
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my mood has not realli gotten better...still lik tt...veri ez angry...n i get headaches more frequently...i tink i cant keep dis up for muc longer...i tink after syf i might wan to stop goin back for a while to try to relac myself a bit...coz sumtimes goin back is realli stressful...i guess the bulk of u wun understand ba...but anyways... sumtimes i realli duno wat i m tinkin...always feelin empty...even more often den in the past...izzit coz bcoz i m too bz liao...den if i get to slack...the contrast is so big tt i feel empty...i realli duno...but for ppl hu care...dun get mi wrong...i m not sayin tt u all r not doin ur job as friend...its juz mi...i tink mayb dis is dose so called transaction period where u juz feel down veri often lor...i juz hav to get over it soon...hopely b4 my midyear exam...haiz...sumtimes i realli wish dere is sumone to tok to mi when i feel tt way...

msg of the day: sumtimes in life we feel tt the effort tt we put in,is not rewarded wit the rightful amount of results tt u expects...


P.S: anyway regardin the navigation of dis blog...dere r "2 pg" in dis blog...basically "blog" n "navigation"..."blog" obviously will show u all the entries... n "navigation will show u all the "stuff" eg abt mi, name, age, chatterbox etc...dis 2 "links will b found at the bottom left hand corner of the entry box...whereby "blog" is on top n "navigation" is below...juz click on the one u wan to c...hav fun readin...