life is so unpredictable

well...i got to admit quite a lot of things happened yesterday...its lik wa...in a flash so mani things happened...i cant even realli register wat realli happened...ok la...i muz b kiddin myself...i did catch all tt happened yesterday...

i duno how i m suppose to face wit all dis changes...ok la...mayb dere isnt such a big change la...but still...aiya duno how to say...erm...mayb juz need a bit of adjustment...but it seems lik juz the first day after the change oredi i m a bit not used to it liao...but i guess i still hav to bear wit it la...no choices...

its bcoz life is so predictable tt sumtimes i m realli scared tt sth bad might juz happen to mi or sumone close...its so lik erm...a rollercoaster ride? mayb its not tt scary la...mayb i m juz being paranoided...haha...well wat ever it is...wat is done is done...no pt cryin over spill milk rite...i tink wat is more practical is to learn to live wit it n face up to the realities of life...n continue to move on...:) haha...
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hmm...i duno if u call dis puttin up a brave front or juz being plain kan de kai...well i duno leh...i hope i m juz kan de kai ba...i dun wan to disappoint myself n others when i realise i m juz puttin up a brave front n starts to get depressed again...

but i guess i wun no till it happens...seriously sumtimes i feel tt my feelins r more unpredictable den life man...a while i m the happiest person u can find...next moment i can bcum the most pessi person tt ever lived...sumtimes i find it interestin when ppl say tt onli gals hav mood swings...izzit true...from i c i dun tink so...at least not for mi la...unless i m not a true man!haha...

msg of the day:darkness left when ur lite shone


P.S: anyway regardin the navigation of dis blog...dere r "2 pg" in dis blog...basically "blog" n "navigation"..."blog" obviously will show u all the entries... n "navigation will show u all the "stuff" eg abt mi, name, age, chatterbox etc...dis 2 "links will b found at the bottom left hand corner of the entry box...whereby "blog" is on top n "navigation" is below...juz click on the one u wan to c...hav fun readin...