hus fault izzit?

now i m nan hua watchin the kids doin san guan...well...reflectin on wat happened yesterday...well it was realli disappointin n disheartenin...sumtimes i realli wonder wat realli has coz the state as it is now...izzit the so called royal up bringin...or izzit juz the ppl leadin...
hu r the ones at fault...izzit the society not givin dem not enuff training...or izzit juz the ppl hu lead dem r not leading dem the correct way...hu shld we blame for deir folly...or izzit deir responsibility to go n shape deir own future...

i aint sumone hu wld b veri particular abt deir ji ben gong...but realli after wat i saw yesterday n juz a while ago...it really makes mi go wonderin...i mean not i wan to say la...but i dun tink anyone can b as bad as dem...tts provided if dey try...wich tink sum of dem arent...n we r onli tokin abt ji ben gong onli...ppl lik mi is more concern wit educatin dem wit life skills...realli hav to say...dey realli lack in life skills...dere r mani things i feel tt shld b included in common sense...yet it seem so chim n unreachable for dem...wat izzit indicatin...

i mean i dun realli c the significant difference in deir era n our era...except for the special few...but still things tt i tink dey shld hav picked up r not picked up yet...sumtimes mayb we shld reflect on the education system...but ya la...the ministry has been tryin to improve on it all the time...but sumhow the system juz hav its loopholes...lik producin educators hu say "i m not paid to do dis"...i mean lik wtf la...u call dis education? i call dis workin ok...

nan hua has transform a lot...we r gettin more awards...n more recognition too...but wats goin on wit the students n the teachers...to tink tt i might enter the workforce as an educator makes mi feel sad...but of course among the bad apples dere r always gd apples...n its gd apples lik dis tt makes feel motivated...guys we need more ppl lik ourselves...i mean at least we dun ask to b paid to go b to look at our dear junior...

yesterday had a chat wit yu...was tellin him tt i wan to make the tshirt again...he commented tt we shldnt put SHIN-13 anymore...coz dere aint mu of it left...wich i kind of agree...haiz...to tink tt the friendship we hav forged over the years...now its onli left wit the few of us...our membership has almost reduced by half...yet now...dere seems to b ppl hu is tryin to break off...but i duno la...i do hope tt dey dun...its veri saddenin...yesterday mr low was tellin the ginas abt the dance spirit n bondin...felt veri close to the heart...veri wen xin...ah...the gd old times... if onli we cld turn back time...

i hav a dream...a dream tt i hope tt i can fufil on my weddin day...tt is to get my brothers together n tian gao di hou for the guests...yeah it may not exactly b appropriate...but i tink it wld feel veri gd ba...but of course its a dream onli wat... i mean its provided my wife n both families r ok wit it wat...

rekindle the dance spirit...一起沉默一起走...
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it has been 2 wks...well lik i was tellin yu...mayb its a price to pay for my revolution...but izzit worth it...i duno...i onli can hope it turns out ok ba...

msg of the day:walkin along memory path...