mindless...soulless...

recently hav been rather numb n aimless... everyday is the same...wake up work...work liao play...play liao slp...n it all starts again...where r the ups n downs when u miss one...ppl complain when dey r down on deir feet...now i m complainin coz i got nth to tink abt...not even sad stuff...

dis kind of life may b acceptable to sum ppl...but not mi...i wake up every mornin tinkin wat do i wish to accomplish next...i got nth on my mind...hu do i look forward to c-ing next...its still blank...den the auto mechanism switches on...n i m off to work...

i can no longer find my source of energy...source of motivation...the last lite of motivatin faith juz burned out on mi...life cld nv b more dark...more aimless...no wonder my mind is blank...everyday juz doin things mindlessly...

my sense of sensitivity for emotions oso fadin away...feels lik a zombie...in fact my life now is so rountine tt i cant find the diff from a zombie...rountine is not my game...i dun wish to b soulless...

short entry...actually didnt intend to post...but juz felt tt i shld pen down my tots...ppl say nowadays young ppl cant live without deir hp...i guess i m goin to b excluded soon...dere doesnt seem to b muc on my hp other den office n NDP work...

but on the lighter side...at least i got to enlarge my social circle bcoz of NDP...made sum friends...may not b veri strongs ones...but i guess it wld b sth to remember ba...
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wat is happenin to my luck...all gone...bad luck haven stop comin since...sumtimes we shld realli bcareful wat we wish for...for all u no...my wish came true...

haven tok for abt a mth now...wonder how shes doin...fine i hope...but since i m gettin all the bad luck...den i guess she shld b gettin the laughters ba...well gd luck to her tests tt is goin on ba...though i dun tink i hav muc to spare...

msg of the day:if fate premits, we shall meet again...till den...take care...