haha...its so ironic sia...today i m goin to say it out...
for a moment last month i tot things had changed...changed better...but well i guess i was juz dreamin...fantasying...haiz...it did not change at all...haiz...
i tot i had let go...but i havnt...i tot i wld b able to start again...i wasnt rdy...i was still in luv wit her...haiz...
i no i cant...but i did...i no i shldnt...but i still...haiz...wat can i do...i realli luv her a lot...
today marks one year...but bcoz of leap year its 366 days...but wats the use of sayin all dis...its useless...its crap...things will nv change...ppl giv mi hope...my dreams giv mi hope...but dey were all juz smashed...haiz...
i realli m stuck...in dis web of luv...i tot i got out of it a few months ago...but i realise now tt the web is bigger den wat i tot...now i hav to start all over again...tryin to escape...
but its juz so hard...i m so charmed by u...i cant shake it off...haiz...i feel so sianz...i duno wat to do...i feel so sad...i duno wat to say...
i no tt things will nv change...i realli muz try to let go...i m juz makin myself suffer...but most of all...i dun wish to c u suffer again...
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24hr!:if onli time turn back...i wish i hadnt known u...n so i would not hav hurt myself...hurt friends...hurt U...
If wat u said was a dream,i wish i nv wake up from it...
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~ Life has to end. Love doesn’t. ~
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