07 March 2004

o...my life...haiz...

today go cc...wa...so long nv lian liao...veri tired...haha...den learn the chao kuai gan...haha...not bad la...still can make it...but tt zhong yi hor...wth lor...step my leg lik no feelin one leh...summore so forceful sia...sucker sia...dun care him le la...haiz...den after tt go makan wit sam kai yan n jolene...
den go home liao...haiz...i duno to b angry a not la...u all tell mi la...ever since i cum to jc i had been veri bz wit things...i hav to juggle between studies dance 4/7 illusion rohan og9 cca n 04S21...haiz...surely veri bz one wat...den my parents keep complainin tt i so bz...even seem bzier den dem...everyday cum back so late...now i go cc take part in kopi tiam...dey kao bei even more...coz the shedule veri packed oso...dey say wat wan mi go down shop help oso cannot...but pls lor...cant i choose how i live my life...goin to cc is the onli form of recreation tt i get to exercise...do dey wan to c mi everyday after sch straight away go home den happi...den bcum veri antisocial...always camp at home...lik idoit lik tt...summore being active is gd wat...i dun c wats the prob wit it...dey need help got my bro wat...everytime throw things giv mi do...i biggest so wat...do u expect mi to do everything...cant u giv my bro sth to do...ok i admit he goes to help out more den i do...so wat...the other things all i do...den all the excuse u ppl hav is... aiya he duno how to do one la...aiya he so clumsy...aiya dis aiya tt...pls lor its time he grow up lor...
tokin abt growin up...my bro realli duno how to think one lor...call him study he say study liao...its lik the time he use to study is lesser den the time i use last time lor...den things he duno lik cannot learn lik tt..."i duno la"...bloody hell sia...
cant i juz get my support for doin anything here...even being helpful oso can kana scolded one...u ppl shld no tt i m helpful by nature...den i go help ppl den go home late or sleep late or watever...my mother will keep scoldin one...haiz...now u ppl tell mi la...shld i b angry a not...or shld i even b sad...or do u juz tink tt i m being inmature n duno how to tink n look from another persceptive...
now another headache is my sunburn...now not pain le...but den hor the skin keep dropin...now i look lik dis got skin cancer or sth ppl lik tt...sux...den my skin litter the whole house...den hai my mother hav to keep cleanin...haiz...sad sia...anyone got solution to make it drop quickly or stop droppin...
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24hr!:the fun n joy sam has gone missing again...haiz...
m?#291;  ŧħέ d?#947;:i juz cant find anyone hu can understand mi

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