donged!

dis few days rot at home...nth to do...veri sianz...wan to go out oso sianz...coz got a lot of chores to do...haiz...well...abt the previous entry...i dun tink the healin process has taken place yet...coz yesterday i was listenin to 933 yin yue re ji(duno izzit xuan ge ji yi instead)...i was so touched by the story...but at the same time my memories of her flashed back...haiz...i my so useless...y muz i keep clinging to her...i no deres no use...its meaningless...yet i still...haiz...dun wan to tok abt it anymore la...i dun tink today i will b listenin to tt section...coz tt section veri late...den tml goin dance...so muz sleep early lor...if not i still muz wake up at 6 leh...how can...haha...
actually i wanted to compose a song to express my feelins...but den i got 2 prob...i dun hav the mood to do it...n i dun hav the ability to put it down wit music...haiz...sad...hu will b so kind to help mi? nvm...mayb a poem instead ba...haiz...
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24hr!:ok...i tell u all jiz of the story i heard yesterday...
dis guy he likes dis gal...but nv had the courage to tell her...from young he had been lik a bodyguard...keepin bullies away...tellin off ppl hu tok bhind her back...n as time go past he got to her better n better...n eventually was the person hu understands her best...tt gal has a lot of suitors...but she rejected dem all in the end...one day the guy asked,"u keep rejectin dem...wat if in the end no one wans u...i c u how..."den the gal replied,"dun wan dun wan lor...i dun care...coz i no if everyone dun wan mi...u will still wan mi one...rite...u will still b here for mi...hehe..." the guy kept his silence...dey had nv realli leave each other for a veri long time...until the time when the gal had to go to u to study...n dis leave is 3 years...at first dey tot tt it was not veri long...n it will soon b over...but for the guy it is lik so so long...den one day the gal asked her out...n dey tok lik the gd old times...suddenly the gal told the guy she is in luv wit a guy...the guys heart shattered...but still managed to reply,"gd for u...i will support u one..." he no tt if he does not support her no one will...after tt day he nv c or tok to her until the grad day of the gal...n on tt day she showed the guy her bf...the guy was so heart-broken...he didnt say muc n juz leave silently...juz sendin her a msg to tell her tt he go liao...she ask him y so fast...he juz said he got sth to do...since den dey had not contacted each other...
its suc a dongin story...i was veri donged by it...it was so sad lor...haiz...tt guy was so nice to her...but yet she could not feel it...its such a sad endin...but guess although the guy was not the one to b her bf...but i tink he will b happi for her lor...after all u would wan the person u lik to b happi wat...haiz...my situation was abit lik tt...but i dun tink i was suc a guy lik him...i stink...i suck...i m a idoit hu is so insensitive...juz onli no how to hurt her...i m not even fit to b lik tt guy in the story...
m?#291;  ŧħέ d?#947;:b true to ppl n u will recieve truth from deir words...