happi birthday

today is my birthday...n mani others as well...lik wen bing...but dere r 4 more wich has the same birthday as mi...one is my mothers friends son...the other 3 is boon hwee jun jie n shafit...all from jj...but too bad junjie not in jj liao...haiz...nvm...i hope all dis ppl had a happi birthday...may ur wishes cum true...
dis years birthday was rather similar wit the one last year...no celebrations lor...den go home eat wit family onli lor...lik tt lor...quite sad la...presents reduced...but birthday msgs increased...so not tt bad la...after all its the tot tt counts...so nvm la...summore i wldnt wan u ppl to waste ur money wat...:)
hmm...my birthday wish came true...or rather sort of a birthday wish la...she msged mi today...wishin mi happi birthday...although it was later den the others...but still it was enuff to mi...at tt pt of time i felt so happi...felt as though i was the happiest person around...but i had to cum back to reality...she doesnt lik mi...not today...not yesterday...not tml...not for hu noes how long...forever?
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24hr!:although i no tt to mi...w/o her in my life i wld feel as though i will die...but i still hav to stay strong n face it...n let it go...but i feel so weak sia...say tt let go for duno how long liao...until now still always tinkin of her...haiz...duno wat to do...wat to say...but i no in the end i still hav to go...
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i cant blive it man...i was at first onli disappointed n stuff onli...but now i m dam moody liao lor...u can say i m pissed...i m angry...wateva u wan to call it la...today is realli a veri unhappi day...n onli i no the real cause of it...i m juz being childish...n jealous of friends around mi...f*** sia...
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