clear things up

hey ppl...well today blog is not abt how bad or gd i m doin blah blah blah...but i tink i hav to clear sum things up...if not hor everyone will b goin own the wrong path...

anyway first things first...10z ppl for the tags on my blog...glad to no tt so mani ppl care...esp when i saw danny tag...lol...u mean u hav been readin my blog? lol...but anyway 10z man...

bcoz of dis tags i got to realise tt sum of u might hav the misconception on wat izzit tt i m stressed up wit...coz my fault la...say things always so...half half...haha...anyway...sum of u might tink tt i m sad n stressed bcoz of a gal...true i admit it does hav sth to do wit her...but pls its not entirely...

i mean lik for dis case deres nth muc i can do...as ppl say...love cant force...so i hav to juz take the cold hard facts...but the thing is still will b affected de...u all shld no...unless u playin a fool wit love...den u odd to b slapped la...wich i hope non tt r readin dis r lik tt...so regardin dis prob...its sth tt can b solved by time n time alone...unless things take a turn...aiya...lets not go dere shall we...haha...ya so dun wori abt dis...i no how to pick myself up from here...juz giv mi time...

as for y i m so sad n stressed up...its realli coz of mani reasons...studies...dance...n sum others tt i tink so remain private...can ask mi in private if u wish to no...n sumtimes i m juz stress n sad...i m sure sum of u feel tt at certain pts of time in ur life one...so i dun tink it wld b surprisin...

sum of u might b tinkin lik...dance is no longer of ur concern stress for wat...but the thing is dere is a sense of belongin i feel pullin mi back...its hard to explain...i guess dis kind of things realli muz exp den will understand one...i mean lik if u try to explain it to a junior hu has not been thru the things b4...it is oredi a tough job...n oso dey might still not understand wat izzit tt u r tryin to say...let alone to a non dancer hu might nv exp wat u hav gone thru...although i feel tt ns might hav chance to exp similar stuff...but oso not confirm...n summore since the age is diff...things might not b as pure as it is...furthermore...i hav sum exclusive events tt onli applies to mi tt had happened in dance...so its realli hard to understand tt kind of pull...seriously i dun expect anyone to...u can onli feel the pull...but not understand...its the same case as i can onli feel the pull tt keeps zhongyi comin back too...but i wun understand...coz its a totally diff exp altogether...coz we r 2 diff person...

n as for y i dun wan to tok things out so tt i can feel better...instead of complainin here n lettin ppl no onli half of the story...well i oso duno wat excaltly is the reason...but the thing is i feel tt when the time comes i will speak one...serious...i mean is not dose kind lik now situation not suitable den cant say or sth lik tt...i guess its a feelin thing ba...when times comes...feelin will b correct...n will speak up one...its sth lik a door tt need mani keys to open the lock together one...juz to name a few...mood...atmosphere...person...place...n mani others tt even i might not b aware tt it might pose as a factor...

after so muc said...i hope u ppl understand a bit more abt wat excaltly is goin on la...so dun need to wori...i will do fine...if in the event i m not...i will seek help one...but still as usual...u ppl r welcome to come n ask mi qn abt wats goin on n stuff lik tt...i mean its veri heart warmin to no tt dere r ppl out dere tt care...
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ops...haha...juz now while typin i hav oredi decided wat to write for dis coloumn le...but den hor...now lik forget wat i wan to type liao leh...lol...so i tink suan le la...i shall type abt it another time if i remember lor...coz now realli cant recall...

anyway since dis coloumn kind of empty...juz to do a bit of complainin...haha...

MT...u huh...everytime so bz...lik even bzier den mi lik tt...wan to catch up oso cant...win liao lor...now councilor liao ps mi liao lor...make some time for ur poor kor la...lol...but realli la...bz gui bz...dun bz until forget to do ur daily things lik the essential slp u need each day...hw...blah blah blah...muz catch up sum day hor...if not later i forgot u hu le den game over liao ar...haha...jkjk...

msg of the day:Y do we fall down?So, tt we can learn to get up.(from batman begins)