drift

sad to say...but still my mood recently is still rather no change...rather worryin if u ask mi...i mean lik A lvl is ard the corner...n here i m...stayin up late...but not bcoz of work...sianz sia...

i realli hope tt my mood will stop driftin n get to shore quickly...so tt i can get sum solid work done...i no sum may think tt i m juz not being strong willed enuff...n juz givin myself excuses...but it cant b helped...

i realli missed her...but sadly nth can b done...i guess its a burnetaf(its code figure out urself)...first a burnedestiny n a burnetaf...when will everything end happily...n settle...i dun lik the feelin of driftin...everyday i m driftin...no aim no nth...i tink abt irrelevant stuff juz to run away from the probs i hav in reality...

dis is not funi...i seriously hav a prob here...no shld b probs...n cant do no shit abt it...i wonder hu can...dis is the one of the most crucial part of my life...it marks my pride...my future...my everything...haiz...its so sad n sway...to hav everything showerin down on mi...too bad it isnt blessin...

seriously i wish i dun hav to deal wit so muc other not so impt or not suppose or shldnt happen now probs...it is juz not the rite time...when will i get my own time...i guess i nv will in the next few mths...

relaxation is heaven...enjoyin is life...when will it come...
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24hrRu!
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ever since i saw the msg u sent mi the other day
everything turn dark even in the sun
i no dooms day has come once again
life was nv being same again

i tried to ignore my heart
i tried to hide my tears
but it was too muc to take
y muz dis day come again

where did i go wrong
was it sth i said
or was it sth i did
the ans nv satisfy my qn

hopes were dashed
dreams were crashed
armageddon strikes again
burnin up the onli destiny n fate i hav

till the last min tt is left
i will b ur shield
n b4 the end
i wan to c u smile

for i wan to remember u...

actually i wanted to write a song out of dis la...but songs r too troublesome...sum of the songs i wrote in the past oso haven edited for singin purposes yet...so i guess for tt a poem will do...haha...but dun seem veri poem lik to mi leh :P....will same as last post...pls do leave comments...10z...:)

msg of the day:爱情已变成回忆