dance camp/tots

erm...tt day i ended the entries rather in a hurry...today wun le...coz i not goin to play after dis...anyway to jun cheng rite...erm i no hu r the ones readin la...the usual ones i will no one...even if u dun tag i oso will no...but seriously if u r dose hu follow mi to blogger from my open diary u will understand better wat i mean...den to mt...actually i dun realli understand ur tag...mayb u wan to elaborate a bit...n oso y u nv go dance camp ar ...bluff mi...cheat mi onli...

anyway back to the camp...erm...basically i feel tt the flow of the whole camp was rather smooth...except for the ORD...erm...seriously i duno wat to say...all tt i shld say i oredi told yi hang today...i was realli veri sad abt it...not onli tt it was not done properly...but oso coz dis is my dear 89 batch leh...of course i hope dey grad wit a ORD dey deserve...i no when i sort of take over the ORD i oso didnt do a veri gd job...tts y i oso veri sad...now i m lik tinkin if i shld hav a backup plan to support the sec 3 wit deir plans...

i realli duno la... izzit mi or my i losin my skills to impromto...mayb i shld revise my style in nhds...n try to let wei hong n the rest do more of the upfront work...i will juz do the tinkin...i duno la...veri disoriented wit everything...argh...when u tot tt studies is everything...now no more studies i dun even no wat else i can b stressed abt...life is so complicatin for mi sia...goin to break pt...
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------
24hrRu!
~~~~~~
i dun lik things to b ambigious...tts y i always ask a lot of things...so tt everything i need to no is well defined...but life juz hav to b so interestin...in a way tt not everything we can no n can ask one...at dis kind of situations i m always at a lost...den i will always go for impromto n dun tink too muc...but it doesnt work everytime...in fact it hardly works well...i duno...i realli hope things falls into place nicely in the way in wish dem to b...but at least i dun lik the hangin feelin...i no dis para here veri vague abt the msg i m tryin to put across...but sumtimes dere is realli reason for y dey r left so vagued...contradictin para rite ?

msg of the day:forcin doesnt giv happiness,but will nature giv?