appreciation

well...i finally finished readin the happiness bk le...i hav a refreshed view of life le...feel happier...but duno if its onli temp...den now feel veri happi veri high...haha...den hav the urge to do a rd of appreciation to ppl tt r impt to mi...anyway...juz wan to remind everyone tt the position of ur name doesnt hav any meanin one hor...so dun ask mi y ur name is infront or at the back...

[Fate]-well i m goin to ns soon le...i no la...my one is 9-5...so i m still free n ez till a certain extent...but i m glad i made the decision juz in time...coz i realli dun wan to regret in camp...tinkin y didnt i juz tell u...now at least u r happier...n i m too bcoz u r...well i no i hav done dis oredi...in the letters tt i write to u...but i juz wan to say a big THANK YOU again...the times wit u were realli happi...regardless of wat was the definition of our relationship...i m veri happi n honored to hav spend dose happi times wit u...especially ur bday...i no dis is veri demandin but i do hope to get another chance next year...now u r movin on to a brand new chap in ur life le...so i hope u enjoy watever u do n b happi always...remember wat u "gav" mi..."smile" so i hope u smile more too...=) life wld nv b the same w/o u...i duno if u wld c dis a not...but if u do get to c dis...u wld b reminded of the happi times...=) may the lengend continue to soar wit the lite of ur motivatin faith...

[Xiaoyu]-well for the past year we hav gotten closer...mainly bcoz of msn...lol...always kpin things to each other over the msn...den encouragin each other coz we r the ones hu r always regulars online...the oldest of the batch(excludin the over aged ones) n the youngest of the batch...i duno wat to say la...i guess veri impt in my life especially dis year...gav mi a lot of moral support...hey bro...go ns liao dun forget everyone hor...

[Zhongyi]-dis is the first time u r recievin a appreciation entry from mi...well...ever since u joined our grp...u nv seize to amaze mi...n bcoz of tt...wit u ard i m nv short of new things to learn...i guess its bcoz u had seen diff parts of life tt we might nv get to c...so muz thank you for bringin knowledge as a membership fee...lol...n i m so glad tt i cld find sumone hu goes so far for nhds...it relites my passion...

[Zhi Yan]-well i realise we got more n more common topics to tok abt liao...especially recently...i dun tink u wan mi to spell dem out either...quite sensitive if u no wat i mean...lol...go tink ba...but i guess after so mani things tt had happened u shld start to understand how i felt in the past n still feel now ba...well dun wori...coz u r not the onli one...i duno y...but tok to u gives mi a veri calm feelin...so sumtimes when i get hasty i will tok to u...den my molecules will start to slow down...anyway gd luck wit ur gal...=)

[Mao Rong]-hey u notti boy...still dun wan to tell mi wat bad things u hav tokin abt mi in sec sch...haha...if u realise we tok less as compared to the past...especially compared to sec 4...so erm... ya lor...muz b ur gfs la...aye dun lik tt la...dun lik pink n red cloud ur eyes...lol...dun care mi...i m being lame...but watever it is...u had been thru a lot too dis year...hope u gain a little from each event...best wishes to u n her...

[Daryl]-hey...i realise u r startin to balance out ur prorities le...jia you worz...i m sure u can do it if u put ur heart to it...n remember dun b so hasty wit wat u do...take things slowly...u will b able to c the big pic dis way...u realli hav come a long way...remember tt my helpin hand is juz in a reach of ur phone...n o ya...may u n jun xiang last forever...

[Kai Wei]-mr alrite la...i dun tink u will read dis la...but i will still write it anyway...i no u r veri troubled...n hav a lot of things to say...so pls dun hesitate to...i no sth cant anyhow say...since i m oredi involved... juz look for mi la...dun torture urself...its ptless...2 heads is always better den one...so do look for mi...n dun get all stressed up den smoke...later smoke ur mouth away ar...

[Michelle]-hey...we hardly tok nowadays liao hor...n one thing i dun understand is tt when we online we got so little to say...but on phone it lik machine gun lik tt...haha...i no u got a lot of things to tell mi...so do i...i hope we can hav a hearty tok on fri...hey lets not let the "mao rong curse"(mao u dun understand its ok one...mt understand can liao...) come true hor...haha...hav fun wit mr cow on thur...

[Allan]-hey...i didnt expect to end my jc life wit more friends den i oredi hav...coz seriously didnt hav faith wit the jc system...but well i m more den happi to hav u as my friend...at least in sch i can find sumone wit common topic to tok to other den games tt is...i duno will b readin dis...coz i mean we dun read each other blogs one...but if u happen to come across...juz wan to say 10z...especially for the other day...veri touched...haha...if u got prob oso can come to mi too...

[The person hu still owes mi Mcfly songs]-i dun tink anyone will no hu dis person is...but i dun tink i wan to say either...but the person will no...coz still owe mi Mcfly song...duno from when...lol...anyway 10z for always listenin to mi complain abt my life...lol...veri hard to get u to complain...but succeed a couple of times...nvm...i will squeeze more out of u...haha...n now i wan to n i purposely wan to say a big 10Q to u...go ahead n stop mi la...haha...gd luck to u n ur soulmate...

[Dance]-well a batch of wonderful ppl...i dun get tired of sayin dis do i...lol...dis is so lame...but watever it is...i hope the spirit is forever strong...stronger den energizer ar...haha...jia you ba nhds...yi qi chen mo yi qi zhou...

[Everyone else]-10z to hu ever i haven 10 personally...i juz wan u to no tt u r not forgotten...although ur name mayb not b spelt here...but as long as u hav done sth for mi one time or another...b it givin mi advise or makin mi laugh...u hav left ur shadow in my mind oredi...friends forever...you yi wan shui...=)

anyway juz to clear the doubts of ppl hu r wonderin y i changed my blog...well its personal...so not tellin...lol...anyway y i change to guardian angel leh...its coz i wan to watch over ppl hu i care for...n ppl hu r dear to mi...n at the same time giv dem happiness...shinmywings...i will guide u dere...10z for being here wit mi everyone...
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today dis coloumn is for the readin pleasure of my bro...but others hu wans to read as well by all means...but it might not make sense though...so ya la...

well where do i start...well i tink dere may sum unhappiness btwn us over diff stuff...i guess most of dem r trival...so i dun tink u put it on ur mind la...but i no dere r times where i m being unreasonable...n i find it ptless to debate over it again...i mean its the past...but i seriously all dis time wish to hav a strong relationship wit u...i mean u R my bro wat...

so mayb we shld try to work things out a bit sumtimes...n i understand sumtimes its hard for 2 big man to sit in the same rm tokin abt deir stuff...so i tink its fine if we juz continue wit the blog thingy...at least its better den nth at all...

duno wat else to say liao leh...juz now got a lot to say...now lik nth...lol...but impt thing is u get wat i mean la...so lik tt lor...

msg of the day:one of happiness key is to nv stop lettin ppl no tt how impt dey r to u...