juz slipped by?!?!?

well...today nite rather sianz...nth muc to do...no phone...no sms...finish watchin all my anime n manga...den initially didnt wan to blog oso...but as i was rottin away infront of my com...i was tinkin tt dere is sth tt i forgot to do...but until now i still cant remember wat was it...cant b packin bag for either DI overnite or tekong...coz i dun tink i wan to pack tonite...to tired to tink abt wat to bring n all...so as i was tinkin abt wat i forgot...i browsed sum of the dancers blogs...

well i woke up to a fact...tt is i tink i m too preoccupied wit my current projects...tt i neglected ppl tt i might realli need attention...i shant say names...but ya...i actually let dis ppl juz slipped by...omg...i no its not my fault or watever la...but omg...i feel so sinful n all...zzz...i hav gone thru so muc myself...i shld b able to understand dem better...but i aint dere to help...so guilty...

hey ppl juz wait a min b4 u try to console or tok mi out of dis...in case u still duno my past...i m wat i m today bcoz of tt accident tt tok place when i was in sec 1...i shld say it was the turnin pt of my life...it is not tt i lik to keep remindin everyone abt tt incident...i mean dere is nth to b proud of...but anyways...bcoz of my past...i made a promise to myself...i dedicated my life...to the purpose n coz of mankind...sound veri ambious or veri wei da or watever rite?but no its not tt...

zzz y m i tryin to explain sth tt can nv b put into words...well i onli can say sth is suppose onli suppose to b known u n onli u...wich is y u cant explain dem in words...so i guess for such situations...we shld leave it as it is...argh...wat m i tokin abt...

shit la...my mind is dartin ard too fast...i cant catch my tots...kao...cant blog lik dis...break pt liao ar...FCUK...
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i dun understand y...y lik tt...is dis fear...is dis anger...is dis disappointment...i freakin duno the ans...onli no dis is a veri scary feelin...zzz...how to stop it...normally blog will do the trick one...but wth sia...kao...

msg of the day:look dun help is as gd as being devil's advocate...