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well dis entry is to wrap up all the previous entries regardin the issue tt has been goin on...wit specially dedication to dose involved directly n indirectly...btw things said here might b more den wat i said on the phone...so u guys might wan to read it more clearly...

well lets start things wit the facts b4 i go into how i feel...firstly...i misinterpreted a msg...wich lead to dis big hu ha...basically the msg was plain simple n sincerely its an act of care n concern...wich in dis case shld b rejoice for friendships sake...secondly i was the one hu made it a hu ha by broadcastin it b4 i got the facts rite...so yeah...i admit tt i was being rash...wich i shall try my best to remind myself not to b...i shall elaborate on being rash on the btm...thirdly i shall hav calmed down n kept a clear mind b4 i look at the whole issue instead of tryin to gather ppls opinion...wich further worsen the misunderstandin...coz dose ppl were provided wit the wrong info...so dose hu gave mi opinion were not to blame...

i wld lik to add tt i m thankful to dose ppl hu were on the phone juz now wit mi...coz if not for dem...i wldnt no tt i hav such probs existing wit mi...wich i greatly appreciate...so i urge ppl out dere readin dis...pls do tell ur friends deir short comins if u realli care...coz if u dun...when the prob comes along...things might get nasty n harder to handle den tellin the person abt it...but of course lookin for the rite situation n choosin the rite words r veri impt in order not to hav any misunderstandin later on...but do bcareful tt diff ppl lik things diff way...eg for mi i lik things frankly...but definitely not bluntly...its diff...anyways i oso wan to thank ppl hu tried to help mi get out from my depression durin dis period...now tt things r over i will b fine from here on...provided nth else happens...

so i conclude tt the whole issue was actually onli mi...tinkin too muc n oso misinterpretin n oso not gettin the facts rite b4 broadcastin it out...so i wld lik to apologize for all tt i hav done...i onli can say tt once again i get myself into trouble wit the ways i handle stuff...n tt is being too emotional abt stuff...mayb i shld reconsider wit wat i m goin to do wit my life down the rd...in order not to make the wrong choice...n regretin later on...

THANKS TO PPL HU WERE DIRECTLY OR INDIRECTLY INVOLVED IN DIS
I HAV JUZ ATTENDED ANOTHER LESSON TO LIFE
TTS WAT I MEAN BY LEARNING FROM EVERYTHING
N SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIECE & UNHAPPINESS COZ
ESPECIALLY TO DOSE TT WERE ON THE PHONE

PS: In case anyone reads to deep into dis entry, this entry was written wit 100% sincerity. N its definitely bcoz i decided to giv in. So pls dun get the wrong idea.10z. btw it may take mi time to adjust back. so if i seem antisocial juz bare wit mi.
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haiz...i hav to say tt i always get into trouble wit being too rash wit my decision...so i m now bloggin to remind myself tt i muznt b so rash wit my decisions...n it wld b best tt i hav sumone bside mi to remain calm...tts y i m not cut out to b a leader...tts wat i seriously tink...i tink i m always more suited for a supportin role ba...

so i tink wat i said abt walkin away on one of the previous entries might hold ba...coz i mean i need to stamp down on my decision while its clear...reframe myself from fallin into the same trap...i realli realli need to remember to slowly walk away...n go on wit life...for dose hu noes wat i m tokin abt here...pls do remind mi if u c mi goin on the wrong path again...

msg of the day:changes bring chaos,but chaos is inevitable...