ugliness of humanity

this few day go office normally do the same things la...updatin of files n shredin of files...its quite boring la...but at least got sth to do liao...better den last week...now still early...so decided to blog in my notebk...

dis few days took bus wit the sch crowd since sch reopen le...standin is one thing...hearin the complainin n kpin of the other passengers is worse...sum of the adults were lik complainin tt sch kids r so selfish...wich i feel tt its true...tho i m no longer a student anymore...at least for now la...but den it is veri sadenin...if it was my ginas ar...i will scold dem until no tml ar...but i guess i hav to hav faith in dem ba...but after so mani disappointin events...its hard to hav high hopes...

tok so muc abt selfish kids n fiery adults...i realli tink tt humans r so horrible...at least i no i hav consious n will feel guilty if i do horrible deeds...i hope dose ppl hav dem too...lik tt dey wun b as ugly as i say dey r...

sometimes i realli feel tt sum ppl dun hav consious at all one lor...not tryin to pin-pt at anyone la...but it is gettin too extreme lor...mayb i shld giv my ginas abit more credit...since dey r doin slightly better la...

lets hope the ugliness of humanity doesnt get worse den dis...coz i m gettin sick of it...
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well...i tink zhenyu is rite...i m gettin easily agitated recently...reason i duno...mayb its all the changes...omg...wheres the security...zzz...

the fear of the unknown is so bullshit...i wan answers...y r chances not given...i m not perfect...i no...but m i still not gd enuff...gettin veri tired of everything...zzz...buring out liao...need help...zzz...

msg of the day:is now enuff?