wat next...

recently i realli duno wat m i doin...first i m all blur...always forgettin things...ya i no i m forgetful...but dis is worse den normal...den i m not focused...cant realli concentrate on the things i m doin...a lot of mistakes here n dere...tt day i change the clock battery...at least i wind the time wrongly...after i changed it...i accidentally broke it...

den its lik ever since den my days juz get more n more sway...coz the next day i spill ice kacang all over my uni...dam la...i smelled lik red bean for the rest of the day...den to make things worse...sumone how to lik broadcast to the whole world...sia la...i pissed enuff liao...he still wan to add oil to the flame...den in evenin...wan to go back liao...i decided i was sway enuff...n decided to call cab...there wasnt any cab...despite the rain...den i call for a cab...n lik 30 sec after the phone put down...a queue of cab came up...its lik wtf la...dam sway...

i realli nth to say abt my days now...but i dun tink abt the days to come...mayb m wish realli came true...mayb i hav spent all my luck...all i can hope is tt the wish will deliver on the other end...altho i feel lik i hav oredi paid for it...
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recently i keepin on dreamin abt all sorts of things...one of dem is a repeated dream wich i hav from time to time...wich i m afraid tt it might come true sum day...coz sum of dreams do come true...summore dey r lik so similar wat realli happens...the speech...the ppl...the bkgrd...its lik so freaky la...

but the thing tt links all the dreams together is the vivid content tt i tend to remember...coz normally we remember dreams lik generally wat happen n stuff lik tt...but i remember seein sumone/thing veri vividly...its lik the same person appears in the diff dreams...n even if the person doesnt appear...the belongins of the person appears instead...izzit mi or is sth seriously wrong...n my subcious mind is tryin to hint sth to mi...

one time coincidence...
two times tots...
three times obession...
four times depression...
five times i tink better c the doctor...

i m now currently on lvl 4...wich i tink i do fall into depression from time to time...so i guess when ppl r pessimistic...dey tend to dream abt happi things...or things dey wish tt were real...fantasizin...but of course dun tink until the crooked one la...i duno abt the whole issue...i dun wan to tink too muc into it...unless it occurs again for lik the next fews days or a wk...den i tink seriously i need to do sth abt it...

but lucky its not the dream tt i dream everytime when my bday drawin near...tt one is the freakiest of all la...every year abt the same time i will dream abt it...den it seems tt eveytime i dream tt dream...the story lengthens each time revealin more "secrets"...i wonder is dere any connection to my life...dun u tink its freaky if its lik a drama series of ur life or mayb future...wats ur view?

msg of the day:a body without a soul is lik an angel without wings...