Disclaimer

well dis few days i hav been writin a lot of shootin entries n also veri depressin entries...but not as if last time not like tt...but juz in case ppl mistaken my intentions...my entries carry...no evil meanin...i write dem mostly to release my stress...

i no my own condition n its impt for mi to hav a ave to release my emotions...so most entries i write is under extreme conditions...in other words when my mind isnt clear...so i in order to clear it...i 'throw' dose rubbish tots here...so it may get a little messy here...ya so readers pls take into consideration tt things r written when i m not in the rite state of mind...if things reached a stage tt i cant even blog w/o being afraid of sendin the wrong msg to my readers...den mayb i wld decide to stop bloggin... but doin so it wld deprive veri friends of the rite to no wats goin now n thus show care n concern...

i appreciate dose hu has been standin by mi during dis period...n also ppl hu bothers to read my blog...you may b sum one who hates me or sumone hu likes mi...but it doesnt matter...the fact tt you bother to read means i mean sth to ur life...mayb u wun to c how pathetic i m doin or how gg i m doin...but either way you add to the a part of my world...taggers once again...i wld lik to show my appreciation...n btw anonymous if u r still readin dis...can u plz stand in the light...coz if u r a friend den y is dere a need to hide...but if u r a foe its still alrite...coz we might bcome best friends in the end...of coz after the eminity is removed...sincerely i juz wan to make friends...

P.S. This entry is written early in the mornin wit a clear mind
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24hrGA
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i duno wat is dis all abt...but i guess i hav come to a conclusion...i will try to convince myself to try to step out of dis tirin run in the near future...i enjoy helpin i realli do...sincerely...blive it or not...but i guess the set backs i receive is too muc for mi to handle...

i will slowly walk away so tt things wun b crashin down...but when the day comes when i hav totally stepped out from dis crushin burden...plz do not condemn me...coz i m realli tired...i need to start to myself a own life...one tt doesnt revolve ard onli one person or a grp of ppl...

by now you guys muz b wonderin wat exactly is the thing tt i m walked away from...well...i tink it is better for time to reveal the secret.. if not i might not he able toset my mind to do it...

i no i m weak in my mind...i cant b a loner...i dun lik being one...so my dear friends pls dun walk out on mi...coz i reassure u guys i m not walkin out on u guys...

msg of the day:the decision may b tough,but things still has to b done...