memory path...

lol...another interestin bloggin spot... lol...now in zhenyu house...bloggin...omg...i feel so loser...but i realli feel a need to la...if not i not song ar...or rather i shld say not happi...but anyway juz a brief tok abt my mood currently...

i duno y i feel so fucked up now la...all the f word comin out of my mouth...tolerance is veri minimal...bloody hell la...i dam sianz now...tts the reason i wan to blog at dis weird moment...i mean today is suppose to b here for countdown party...but here i m bloggin...zzz...

anyway the bulk of the topic not abt how n y i feel the way i feel now...so dun wori... coz i m not goin to bore u ppl wit all the boring stuff...so dun wori....haha...
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well... i duno how u guys judge mi as a person la...how muc i impacted ur live...dose arent impt...at least not in dis entry...but seriously...i muz muz muz show sincerity to dose hu r key in changin my life...i duno y la...but i hav the urge write dis at dis pt of time...

lets start from the earliest n till now...

Mr Low & Mdm See-well dis 2 teachers r the first ppl to build my confidence as a young adult....now a man...realli...w/o dem i duno when will i mature judgin from how i was back den...not onli did dey build up my confidence...dey also taught mi values n purposes of life tt my parents were unable to instill in mi due to deir tight workin shedule...MOST IMPTLY dey were the ones hu lead mi to the turnin pt in my life...to the path of GA...

Destiny-well she was the first to try to make mi bcome more optimistic from the veri pessimistic n paranoid mi in the past...altho our close relationship didnt last veri long...but i appreciate her effort...coz she realli helped mi...

My mother-u guys mu b wonderin y her rankin is onli the third one...well to say the truth...she onli realli stepped into my life onli in my upper sec sch years...rather sad...but i still feel tt its better late den nv rite...so lik tt lor...altho dere r a lot of things she duno n cant help...but its oredi veri sufficient to hav her moral support...she is always dere...all i need to do is to ask onli...

Flybell-she was the first one hu appreciated my efforts for her n as well as the rest of the team N voiced it out...instead of juz a silent awknowlegdement...it realli touched mi...she cldnt blive how grateful i was for juz appreciating my efforts...

Ker-she was one of dose hu was rather updated to my shedule...den always nag mi to slp early n wat not...so tt i cld keep up wit my sheldule...well...if u ask mi...i realli feel touch by dis kind of small things...so i shld say she realli cares...

Fate-another one hu cared for mi a lot...but she realli goes to the fine details lor...veri touchin...makes mi feel impt...especially the period when i juz realise i got spine prob...n had to go physio...she was the onli one hu cared enuff to ask abt it everytime...n was considerate enuff to tink of my back when we go out...even my mother oso not so carin to dis extent lor...tts pretty much one of the main reasons y i m so in love wit her...but haiz... all is not to b...

anyway juz to reemphasize...dis ppl r onli SOME of dose hu made a veri big impact to my life...n shape my life into how it is now la...so tho the paras r short...but i m sure u guys can feel the the feelin i tryin to send across wit dis entry...so ya lor...

PS:i no i hav 10 dis ppl a time too mani...but hu say 10q cant say extra leh...so ya...thanks a lot...

msg of the day:sth r meant to b felt, not to b seen,written or heard...